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Scream Tokio Hotel Ch6

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Chapter Six:
Loneliness

Bill’s P.O.V.-

    We can’t. We are brothers. I won’t jeopardize the band for something that can’t be real. My last statement to Tom burned hotly in my mind as I walked down the hall to the dining room, and the image of the heartbreak in his eyes burned into my memory for the rest of my life, “Fuck.” I muttered as I walked into the dining room and sat at the head of the table, Georg sat somewhere in the middle of the table. Gustav and Tom walked in then with the breakfast plates. Tom placed one of the plates down by Georg and took a seat for himself at the furthest end of the table. Tom shook his head as both Georg and Gustav cocked their eyebrows, and then Georg looked at me, “When is our next performance?”

    “In four days. We’ll stay here another night and get on the tour bus, leaving for our next stop.” I explained, picking at my food, eating a tiny bit.

    “Oh… ok.” Georg replied.

    “What are we doing today then?” Gustav asked.

    “Well I’m going shopping. The rest of you can do whatever.” I stated, planning on getting a manicure and a few selective pieces of clothing.

    Tom got up with his plate of food that I knew was going uneaten right now, “Where are you going, Tom?” Georg asked him as he moved towards the exit.

    “I’m not hungry.” he stated, leaving the room.

    I continued to pick at my food until I heard the front door open and closed, and felt like something was going wrong. I got my cell phone out and texted Tom, Where are you going?

    He wrote back a minute later, Away.

    I frowned at the answer and wrote, Where? We’re on tour, Tom. You can’t just leave.

    IDK. U can get a replacement 4 me, cuz I can’t b around u right now.

    I was tearing up inside as I read that, Tom… don’t go please. I want you here, I wrote at first, but erased it and wrote. Tom… please…

    I got the feeling he was getting further away from me, Nein, Bill. he answered back.

    Why not? I… I need you here. I got up from the table and moved out of the room, to my bedroom across from Tom’s, and paced the length of my room after closing the door.

    I don’t wanna be there, facing rejection still. he answered.

    Tom…

    I kept pacing as I waited for him to reply, What?

    Nevermind.

    No, tell me, Bill. he texted back.

    My fingers paused over the keys before I texted out, Would you come back if I told you?

    I sat on my bed with my phone open on Tom’s last text, Veilleicht.

    My heart was racing. I still felt loneliness, like Tom wasn’t coming back soon, Nein vielleicht. Ja oder nein. I sent back.

    A couple minutes passed then he wrote, Ja…

    Versprechen?

    Ja. Tell me!

    I took a breath and typed out a quick message, I felt the same.

    I hit send and waited for Tom to write back, But you said we can’t, we’re brothers.

    I took a shaky breath, Where are you?

    Bus station.

    Come back please? We’ll talk when you get here.

    Weren’t you going shopping?

    You can go with me. I have a couple things to get for… something… I texted him, smirking as I sent the message.

     It took a minute for him to answer back, For what and what do you need to get?

    That’s for me to know, and you to find out. Coming back now?

    Ja.

    See you when you get here then. I wrote and closed my phone.

    Fifteen minutes later I heard a knock on my door and it opened, “Hallo.” came Tom’s voice from behind me as I stood by a window, staring out it, my arms crossed over my chest.

    I listened to the door close, “Hallo.” I greeted back, turning my head to watch him cross the room towards me.

    He stopped short of me, “So… what happens now?”

    I smirked, closing the gap between us, my hands resting on his chest, “Well we’ve got two choices.” I started.

    His brown eyes held uncertainty as he watched me, “Ok…”

    “One, we can give this ‘us’, a try and see where it goes, or two we can stay away from it, call it a drunken night and just be the brothers we are.”

    He gave a small smile, “I like the first choice.”

    My face got close to his, my eyes looking down at his lips before meeting his eyes, “So do I.”

    “What about the band?”

    I pressed my lips to his for a second, pulling away and licking my lips, “Mmm… no one will find out about us.”

    He licked his own lips, “Georg and Gustav will find out though.” he pointed out.

    I laughed softly. “Only if they can hear us…”

    He rolled his eyes, “Neither of us are quiet, Bill. That’s a well known fact.” he replied, that seductive smirk of his, playing on his lips.

    I laughed again, “Speak for yourself and your women. I can be quiet.”

    He scoffed, turning his back on me, “Mmm hmm, not how it always sounded to me. So are you going shopping or not?”

    I gasped, and shoved his shoulder, “Tom!”

    He chuckled, “What? It’s true.”

    I felt my cheeks burn, “Shut up.” I grumbled, picking up my white bag, checked to make sure everything was in it, and put it over my shoulder, “Ok, I’m ready.”

    He shook his head as he walked towards the door, “Can’t you just carry a wallet in your back pocket?” he asked, opening the door.

    I walked past him into the hall, “No. I’ve got too much to carry with me, Tomi.” I stated softly, walking to the front door.

    He followed me and we went outside to the car, “It’s been a while since you’ve used that name for me.” he pointed out opening the backdoor for us, and we got in.

    I smiled lightly as I got in, and told the driver, “The mall, please.”


    We got out of the backseat when our driver parked, “We’ll be a hour or so.” I told him, closing the door after Tom got out.

    “Bin ich warten für Sie?”

    “Nein. Wir werden rufen.”

    “Alles in Ordnung.” he replied.

    I nodded and turned to face the mall, glancing at Tom once, “Come on, Tomi.” I cooed softly.

    “Sie haben nicht gesagt was Sie sind bekommen.” Tom said in German.

    “I know that, brother.” I said, smirking lightly.

    “Then what are you getting?”

    I just smiled, “Firstly I need to get a manicure done.” I stated, looking at my fingernails as we entered the mall.
Translation:
Vielleicht
Maybe
Nein vielleicht. Ja oder nein.
No maybe. Yes or no.
Ja
Yes
Versprechen?
Promise?
Ja
Yes
Hallo
Hello
Bin ich warten für sie?
Am I waiting for you?
Nein. Wir werden rufen
No. We will call.
Alles in Ordnung
O.K.
Sie haben nicht gesagt was sie sind bekommen.
You have not said what you are getting.
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gurrr. i can't find 2 3 or 4 and i don't know german........google translate